NONE CAN HEAR WHILE GOD CANING US
“இறைவனின் பிரம்படியில் சத்தம் கேட்பதில்லை"
I'm running 66 now.
For first 57 years, I was leading a wonderful glorious inspiring Life. No conflicts, No brickbats. Almost all these years I was riding on a very smooth passage. Through relatives, friends, colleagues, neighbors, and even unknown. In fact, been classified too as an innocuous 'jandhu'.
But for past 9 years, an incongruous scenario. Anything and everything is on conflict of opinion, tons and tons of brickbats. Forced to ride on Passage of uneven and irregular surface strewn with thorns and nails. Even came across two "prohibited" banners.
"Don’t go to him, he will steer the ship into rough sea and sink you" - an indecorous comment too.
Why, what triggered the vast difference?
Nothing but INACTIVE, INDOLENT & INERT. Both physical and mental. There is a Saying: 'Empty brain is Devils Workshop'.
Me an standing specimen.
First 57 years I was always on run, race, sprint. To study, to get employment, to marry, to maintain family, to give sound education to sons, to own a house, to get life-partners for sons. And to survive. No time to sit and relax. Brain was always on algorithms and body was very active.
For past 9 years I am living an Emperor Life. Courtesy, my two sons. I have my own private space. Decorated with exceedingly great size amenities. High comfort and rich luxury. Flooded with latest high end gadgets. iPadz, Mobiles, Laptops. Car with Chauffeur for exclusive use. For travel, only upper class AC coach for overnight journeys and flights for long distances. Stay at 5* Hotels. Food at Class Restaurants.
End-result. Brain corroded and body degenerated. Tendency towards tittle-tattles has steeply grown. Cultivated a venomous attitude of comparing, complaining, nagging, poking, pinpointing, and what-not in this generic.
Listening, analyzing, contemplating, adjusting, et al have been vanished into thin-air.
Apart, heeding blindly the close-knitted ladies' words and executing actions on it have put my life in jeopardy and callousness situation. This even led me to an altercation with my own blood.
And also an ugly uncivilsed inhuman habit has been creeped up. Projecting the negativeness & weakness of my own family thread on Public-Platform like Blog, Facebook, WhatsApp.
I myself is not a pure perfect. I myself do have lot of negative qualities. But as if I am supreme, I did mention the others' negatives. This is nothing but an indecent barbaric cruel mentality.
For anything and everything, there is a Line Drawn. God has shown me that Line. The Destiny's Secret is finally revealed at an abnormal price, everything became too late.
If the God closes the door, no man can open and if HE opens the door, no man can close.
I remember my father's sayings:
"When you fall in any way, don't see the place where you fell instead see the place from where you slipped. Life is about correcting mistakes."
Having devilled by this inhumane infiltration, I lost almost every goodies.
Now determined to grill and grind my mind with military discipline so as to impart skin collagen to rebuild my original skin which was known to the world the first 57 years of my existentialism.
Trust and hope, in a month’s time or two this corrosion and degeneration will be totally wiped off.
பாபங்களைச் செய்யாமல் கொஞ்சம் கொஞ்சமாக திருத்திக் கொண்டு நியமத்தோடு வாழ இறைவனின் அருள கிடைக்க வேண்டிக்கொள்கிறேன்.
Grace me, my Lord, that I always be your chosen instrument in making a difference in the world.
Bless me to make my life your message.
